why do they always do that, parents. All your life they get your hopes up. And when it comes down to it, they dont really believe you can do it. OK, I know its a hard thing to get into. It takes years, and even if You feel your work is worth something, it doesnt mean others do.
But you can at least let me try. You keep saying "We'll sort it out, but not now." or "I don't think you should"
To be honest, its my choice.

I really, really don't appereciate you knocking me back, Okay, i get the fact that i'm not to your standards. IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH! But your such a hypocrite, you took Art A level, did well. So why can't I?

I hate it.
I really do, i was so happy today. I Spent about 4 hours, 3 of my own, trying my hardest to get work done so i get a good grade. And I'm FRICKING proud.
Why can't you be?
I JUST HATE IT.